He stared at her for a while and then looked at the ground. “Thank you… I just don’t like seeing people who I like feeling bad or sad… I love it when people who I hate are sad or are feeling bad… But that’s different… I also like torturing people… Maybe some people are into that…”
hersilia’s head had been resting against his shoulder previously; but then she turned to face him && smiled softly. ❝ it’s understandable. when i see people that i dislike feeling pissed off or in pain, i just get this sort of satisfied feeling deep down. kinda like ‘it serves you right for fucking with me,’ y’know? i think everyone has a bit of that inside of them. and yeah torture is something that a lot of people are into these days. ❞
“Hm… Like a puppy… Well… Okay then… Let’s move on to personality… If that’s okay…? And now let’s talk about nice things… Not that I’m awkward and stoic… I know that… But I can’t really name good personality traits myself… That’s weird to do… I think…”
❝ don’t act like that, seriously. yes you may be awkward and stoic but are you right now? no, you’re not. you can be really sweet, especially since you treated me kindly when i felt really bad earlier. i think it’s a matter of being nice when you want to be. like you can be nice without knowing it, or you could be a little mean without knowing it. kind of like that? i don’t know, you were deliberately trying to help me && so i think you’re a great person just for that alone— never mind the rest. ❞
“Well… If you rub under them… I get… Excited… If you know what I mean… But I hear often that they’re cute and fluffy… And people always want to touch them… It’s weird to me… Any other features that are worth something…?”
❝….oh. okay then never mind! i wouldn’t wanna do that to you. well you have an adorable face. it’s kinda like you’re a little puppy sometimes! and well you have a nice smile. definitely your smile. it’s just so warm && i like it a lot. there’s a load of good things but i just kind of see them? i can’t list them at the top of my head but i suppose they just stand out. it’s like i just notice them, really. ❞
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hersilia could only blush more at his statement. her eyes widened in a panic && she quickly turned away from him.
she would never let anyone see her like this ever again!
❝…. shut up, i don’t look cute— it’s just embarrassing! ❞
“Well… I guess you can touch them… Don’t rub under my ears though… Then I’ll get pretty awkward… Also… I know that wasn’t the manliest sound… But that doesn’t matter… Right…?”
hersilia raised her hand and began to gently pet his ears. she quietly chuckled at how soft they were. ❝ i think people are going to love feeling your ears! why would you get awkward; do you feel uncomfortable when people do that? i wouldn’t say that it was a bad thing, really. it was kind of cute. ❞
He chuckled. “Hehehe… Oh man… Let’s start with physical appearance… That sounds good right…? I mean… I have fluffy ears and I am apparently very comfortable… That’s a start right…?”
❝ that was the manliest sound i have ever heard. ❞ hersilia joked. ❝ that’s a start, yes. i never really thought about your ears before! can i, like, feel them? that probably sounds really weird though. but still, can i please? i won’t tug too hard or anything! ❞
“Am I really comfortable…? I wouldn’t have guessed…” He snuggled up to her a little better. “Sorry… But I want to get comfortable too… If you don’t mind… You’re also pretty comfy actually… But if I’m really as comfortable as you say… That would be a good trait for me… Right…? Maybe we should start looking for my good traits instead of changing ones that aren’t good… We could highlight those…”
❝ you actually are! i could stay here for the rest of my life. ❞ hersilia let him move a little. ❝ nooo, you’re not allowed be comfy… i’m obviously gonna let you! jeez, i’m not evil. ❞ she rolled her eyes with a small chuckle. ❝ it is a great trait of yours, envi. i have no idea why you’re so comfortable but you are! so yeah we could highlight those. where do you want me to start? so far you’ve showed me a load of great traits. ❞
“That’s good enough for me… Thank you for actually understanding and not forcing me to change like a stubborn bastard… I hate it when people think I can just put on a mask and be happy… That’s not the way it works for me… And I don’t think it’s works for anyone, to be honest…” He paused. “Should I let go of the hug…? Or is it nice to stay like this for another moment…?”
❝ it’s no problem! you actually opened up my eyes because i didn’t notice what i was doing. i prefer you this way though so i’m glad you stopped me from being an idiot. ❞ hersilia admitted, rolling her eyes. ❝ you’re right about that. if someone tried to be happy by putting on a mask then they wouldn’t truly be happy && it would probably only make them feel worse. and well… you’re actually pretty comfortable. it’s like you’re a living pillow so i think i’ll stay here for a little longer. ❞
