✯ && envi. ✯

He stared at her for a while and then hugged her. “I didn’t mean to get mad at you… Please understand… But also understand that I’m not me if I change all of the things that you summed up. This is my comfort zone… And I don’t want to get out of that… Not yet at least… I’m sure I’ll find someone… But I feel like that could take a while… I don’t want love to be forced upon me… Then it doesn’t feel real… You get what I’m saying…? It’s okay if you don’t… Don’t go now… I still have to learn a lot for you…” He smiled after he said that.

hersilia’s eyes widened in surprise when he hugged her. she took it gratefully and buried her face in his shoulder. ❝ i understand and i really didn’t mean to make you feel upset. you don’t have to change… ever. i don’t want you to. just stay the same and see where it takes you because i think you’ll find people a lot faster if you do that. i’m sorry for being really bad to you because i would never in a million years want to make you feel upset. it’s fine… i can’t teach you that well anyway. you’re better off just letting people like you naturally rather than doing what i’ve said. to be honest, now i feel like the way that i told you to act is the worst thing you could possibly be. just please stay the same. ❞